I can't find myself sometimes. I don't know who I am right now. I'm trying to be someone but what if it isn't me anymore? I've always knew that I'm weirdoo but... It still hurts when you can not be like everyone else. It really hurts.
It is also really nice, because I know that I'm someone different. I'm visible in the crowd.
My life sucks.
But I can't always look at the dark side. I think that maybe I'll find someone as crazy as I am.
Okay, I'm sure that I already did.
And I'm afraid that my little heart will start beat way faster than before.
And I know that noone is reading this, so I thought that I could write something in English.
Because why not?